Hmmm...

Hmmm..

It seems quite a long time i din update my blog...

It was super duple busy last few weeks...

A lOts of hOrrible, terrible n unexpected things happened btw...

I had fall and collapsed several times those days...

It was a feeling tat I can't use any words to describe it...

But finally, i gt all my things dOne, but it seemed nt vry satisfied...

Complains n gossiping Everywhr...

I ad tried my vry best to do everything well...

thOse who're nt appreciate it, I hv no wOrds to say....

It onli left 5 days from today...

d whOle thing is stil on d half way...

since every1 is honeymoon-ing n relaxing, I also dunwan 2 care so much...

Waiting for d Big WAR to come...

Wonder wat will happen on d day...

I'm waiting to see drama... ... .... ... ...

090909...

090909 .. It should be a nice day...

But it was NOT for me...

I got a deep hurt...

I'm reli dOwn n stress...

Wat means throwing everything to me?

n kept forcing n pressing me to do everything fast!

thr're onli 24 hours in a day...

I'm not a robot, i need rest also!

I'm reli so tired... ...

When can I "rest in peace"?

Where's my smile?

My smile has gone...

I'm nOt hapi these days...

Is reli p*ssed Off sumtimes...

I hate d feeling...

I'm so streSs... !

I'm so tired... ...

I need fresh air to breathe...

Meeting!

Meeting! Meeting! Meeting! Everyday meeting! I hate tat!!!

I Jz came back from meeting at college... It's almost 2am nOw! We started our meeting since 8pm yesterday... Bullshit!!

We were facing d Real WAR nOw! I'm reli so dOwn, n so upset... Actually Jz finished crying... Forbear since meeting until I came back... Reli can't tahan... I slept onli for a few hours these days to do all those stuffs, but wat I got at d end was all Bullshit!! Bullshit!! Bullshit!! I Hate another "HER"!! Her face seemed like I owed her money, n offended d whole world! Her attitude was reli Fake! Playing comp games during meeting! No respect at all! n I din said anything ad since she "helped" me to do wat I did... n at d moment her stuff got d less votes, d face immediately became bao qing tian... At d end, every1 voted hers since sympathy wth her... actually i asked some of them to do so, since I dunwan things to happen again... I was regret for wat i had did... But, wat to do?!! Am I stupid? Watever!#$%&^!! thr's stil 1 more month to Go... I reli hOpes it'll End faster...

Overall, I had done onli 20% out of 100%... stil hv 80% more to go... tat 20% ady make me half die... I reli feel so helpless... ... *Sigh**

Anyway, things stil hv to go on... Hopefully i stil hv d ability n energy to continue...

Is goin down to 1U early in d morning later to buy some stuffs for d decor... Sambil goin to shop n waste money to release my stress! I'm crazy ad.. .. = =

Famine 30hrs Camp

I joined Famine 30hrs DIY Camp at Min Yi Primary Sch, n d CountdOwn activities at Bukit Jalil on 22-23 August 2009...

Overall camp was fun, but it was quite tiring... since we din eat, n kept playing n moving all d time... Lack of Energy... sOmething weird was, I din even feel hungry for d 30hrs... thr might be sOmething wrong wth me... = = d mOst unacceptable thing was, we can't take bath during d camp... shit! !#$%^!!!

Anyway, I did learn a lOt n experienced d starve n poverty of those pOor ppl circumstances in d camp... they were reli so cham, but they could stil live in happiness... Wat a touch... d lesson was, we muz always appreciate wat we hv... :)

We went to Bukit Jalil for d CountdOwn activities on d 2nd day... b4 entrance, thr was temperature check... Wat d! They dun let me in since they said i got fever... they brought me to d clinic to double check again... Unluckily, it got d same temperature?! They tho I got H1N1! Ich! !#$%^*! But, finally, I success persuading them to let me go In... :) d stadium was full of ppl from whole P/M'sia... A-Mei, GuangLiang, Daniel, Fran, Jaclyn, n other local artistes were thr for d Count-Ing dOwn cOncert n activities... d scene was quite High... Esp at d mOment A-Mei came on stage wth her last song "三天三夜"...

Joan, Irene, Joe and me immediately rushed to KTM station after d camp end, n took KTM to Masjid Jamek, then transit LRT to KL Sentral... It took us quite a long time, since thr were a lOt of ppl! We reached KL Sentral abt 7.30pm, n fortunately thr was 8pm bus to Genting... We had a quick meal at McD b4 we went on d bus... ._____.

P/s: Ah Joe had dropped his hp on d way back... It was already picked by sum1 else... Can't found it... T___T

With Our "Big" T-shirts...

"30"...

wth my small groups members...

thr were abt 8,000 ppl in d stadium...

1st week of Final Sem...

Argh!! Angry!! Sucks Internet line!! ~!#$!%
I'm supposed to search for some info. on web, but d line is damn slow!!!
Google, yahoo, hotmail, facebook, msn... hambalang can't log in... But it's weird tat i can log in my blog!! Mayb God is giving me d chance to relax n release gua... =.=

I had went tru d 1st week of my final sem... It seemed quite relaxing but it was killing me behind... d lecturer was absent on Tuesday... n she replaced d class to nxt week... It's ok, I said to myself... Onli 1 class... But!!! d same thing happened again on d nxt day! Wat d! When we prepared to go for class on Wed mOrning, I received d msg tat d class was cancelled!!! n it will be replace on nxt week!! Again?! Nxt week?! Ich!! d lecturers r stil HoneymOon-Ing? ~#%*! ...n d classes on both Mon n Thurs r reli long n tiring...

d Event is killing me! I'm so tiring these days bcox of those stuffs! Esp at d memont "SHE" banned my ideas!!!! n kept interrupting n insisting on her own opinion!! I reli wan2 slap her face!! No ppl ask u so kepo care of other ppl business!! so li hai, mah do ur own shit la! Angry!!! It's already so cham at d beginning... I reli dono hOw for d following weeks... T___T

My mind is blank nOw! I hv nO more Ideas!! ~!#$%^*!*!!#%!!

._____.

Final Sem!!!

Time flies agaIn...

I was back tO Genting again yesterday...

I'm back tO cOllege again tOday...

Time flew reli fast since i had been here for ad 2yrs n 3months...

4 more months to END my Diploma n d life here...

hOwever, thr's stil a big "WAR" we hv to fight b4 everything Ends...

Today is d 1st day of my Final Sem...

Is fresh when early in d morning...

Is sudden dOwn when I received my RESULT!!

Got C+ for my English!! Wat d Hell!! But almOst every1 gt d same result! :( *shit* Ms Hana!

fOrtunately got A for my Marketing...

Overall CGPA is droping... to onli 3.41 ...

But, anyway, it's nO use for me to feel sad or disappointing since I had tried my Best :)

Again, it's a tiring day...

Sitting for d whOle day class...

Listening to those Non-stop Grandmother's stories...

Started Our 1st Event's meeting after class in d evening...

It was stil quite tranquil at d mOment, but it sounds d WAR is approaching...

hOwever, life is stil goin On...

Is tIme tO prepare myself n fight for d WAR!!

Aza-azar fighting!! ^^