Friday, August 28, 2009

Meeting!

Meeting! Meeting! Meeting! Everyday meeting! I hate tat!!!

I Jz came back from meeting at college... It's almost 2am nOw! We started our meeting since 8pm yesterday... Bullshit!!

We were facing d Real WAR nOw! I'm reli so dOwn, n so upset... Actually Jz finished crying... Forbear since meeting until I came back... Reli can't tahan... I slept onli for a few hours these days to do all those stuffs, but wat I got at d end was all Bullshit!! Bullshit!! Bullshit!! I Hate another "HER"!! Her face seemed like I owed her money, n offended d whole world! Her attitude was reli Fake! Playing comp games during meeting! No respect at all! n I din said anything ad since she "helped" me to do wat I did... n at d moment her stuff got d less votes, d face immediately became bao qing tian... At d end, every1 voted hers since sympathy wth her... actually i asked some of them to do so, since I dunwan things to happen again... I was regret for wat i had did... But, wat to do?!! Am I stupid? Watever!#$%&^!! thr's stil 1 more month to Go... I reli hOpes it'll End faster...

Overall, I had done onli 20% out of 100%... stil hv 80% more to go... tat 20% ady make me half die... I reli feel so helpless... ... *Sigh**

Anyway, things stil hv to go on... Hopefully i stil hv d ability n energy to continue...

Is goin down to 1U early in d morning later to buy some stuffs for d decor... Sambil goin to shop n waste money to release my stress! I'm crazy ad.. .. = =

Monday, August 24, 2009

Famine 30hrs Camp

I joined Famine 30hrs DIY Camp at Min Yi Primary Sch, n d CountdOwn activities at Bukit Jalil on 22-23 August 2009...

Overall camp was fun, but it was quite tiring... since we din eat, n kept playing n moving all d time... Lack of Energy... sOmething weird was, I din even feel hungry for d 30hrs... thr might be sOmething wrong wth me... = = d mOst unacceptable thing was, we can't take bath during d camp... shit! !#$%^!!!

Anyway, I did learn a lOt n experienced d starve n poverty of those pOor ppl circumstances in d camp... they were reli so cham, but they could stil live in happiness... Wat a touch... d lesson was, we muz always appreciate wat we hv... :)

We went to Bukit Jalil for d CountdOwn activities on d 2nd day... b4 entrance, thr was temperature check... Wat d! They dun let me in since they said i got fever... they brought me to d clinic to double check again... Unluckily, it got d same temperature?! They tho I got H1N1! Ich! !#$%^*! But, finally, I success persuading them to let me go In... :) d stadium was full of ppl from whole P/M'sia... A-Mei, GuangLiang, Daniel, Fran, Jaclyn, n other local artistes were thr for d Count-Ing dOwn cOncert n activities... d scene was quite High... Esp at d mOment A-Mei came on stage wth her last song "三天三夜"...

Joan, Irene, Joe and me immediately rushed to KTM station after d camp end, n took KTM to Masjid Jamek, then transit LRT to KL Sentral... It took us quite a long time, since thr were a lOt of ppl! We reached KL Sentral abt 7.30pm, n fortunately thr was 8pm bus to Genting... We had a quick meal at McD b4 we went on d bus... ._____.

P/s: Ah Joe had dropped his hp on d way back... It was already picked by sum1 else... Can't found it... T___T

With Our "Big" T-shirts...
"30"...
wth my small groups members...
thr were abt 8,000 ppl in d stadium...

Thursday, August 20, 2009

1st week of Final Sem...

Argh!! Angry!! Sucks Internet line!! ~!#$!%
I'm supposed to search for some info. on web, but d line is damn slow!!!
Google, yahoo, hotmail, facebook, msn... hambalang can't log in... But it's weird tat i can log in my blog!! Mayb God is giving me d chance to relax n release gua... =.=

I had went tru d 1st week of my final sem... It seemed quite relaxing but it was killing me behind... d lecturer was absent on Tuesday... n she replaced d class to nxt week... It's ok, I said to myself... Onli 1 class... But!!! d same thing happened again on d nxt day! Wat d! When we prepared to go for class on Wed mOrning, I received d msg tat d class was cancelled!!! n it will be replace on nxt week!! Again?! Nxt week?! Ich!! d lecturers r stil HoneymOon-Ing? ~#%*! ...n d classes on both Mon n Thurs r reli long n tiring...

d Event is killing me! I'm so tiring these days bcox of those stuffs! Esp at d memont "SHE" banned my ideas!!!! n kept interrupting n insisting on her own opinion!! I reli wan2 slap her face!! No ppl ask u so kepo care of other ppl business!! so li hai, mah do ur own shit la! Angry!!! It's already so cham at d beginning... I reli dono hOw for d following weeks... T___T

My mind is blank nOw! I hv nO more Ideas!! ~!#$%^*!*!!#%!!

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Monday, August 17, 2009

Final Sem!!!

Time flies agaIn...

I was back tO Genting again yesterday...

I'm back tO cOllege again tOday...

Time flew reli fast since i had been here for ad 2yrs n 3months...

4 more months to END my Diploma n d life here...

hOwever, thr's stil a big "WAR" we hv to fight b4 everything Ends...

Today is d 1st day of my Final Sem...

Is fresh when early in d morning...

Is sudden dOwn when I received my RESULT!!

Got C+ for my English!! Wat d Hell!! But almOst every1 gt d same result! :( *shit* Ms Hana!

fOrtunately got A for my Marketing...

Overall CGPA is droping... to onli 3.41 ...

But, anyway, it's nO use for me to feel sad or disappointing since I had tried my Best :)

Again, it's a tiring day...

Sitting for d whOle day class...

Listening to those Non-stop Grandmother's stories...

Started Our 1st Event's meeting after class in d evening...

It was stil quite tranquil at d mOment, but it sounds d WAR is approaching...

hOwever, life is stil goin On...

Is tIme tO prepare myself n fight for d WAR!!

Aza-azar fighting!! ^^

Saturday, August 15, 2009

心情...

那种感觉好像又回来了...

有种说不出的感觉...

开心? 没有...

生气? 也没有...

伤心? 还好...

忧闷? 还可以...

可是一点都笑不出... ...

想哭,可是不知为了什么...

脑海不断出现那些画面... ...

心情好复杂...

很不喜欢这种感觉... ...

突然觉得很无助...我好累...

我到底怎么了?

我也想知道... ... ....

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Rain~



Finally...

the rain tat I miss a lot ever...

It cOmes...

It swipes away d hOrrible Haze everywhr...

It wets d dry flOor n Streets...

Every1 felt a sigh of relief, seeing d rain...

But mOre I believed,

Our prayer was heared by the God...

Thanks God fOr d rainfall...

What a wOnderful mOment... ><

Thursday, August 6, 2009

Feeling...

Wa~~ T___T

I'm feeling so weak nOw...

d stupid Haze in Sibu make me can't breathe sometimes...

Flu n cough d whOle day...

Sore throat is becoming worser...

Feeling dizzy d whOle day...

Fever increased until 38'c ...

It's quite suffering sometimes...

d weather is super duple HOT!!

Forced to stay in d air-corn roOm d whOle day...

Sleep n watching dramas d whOle day...

I wan RAIN!!!!!!! T______T

hOpes to feel better tml =D

Hopes It'll Rain sOon...


~Sarawak Trip~

I spent my 1week++ Sembreak wth "THEM"!!! from Genting->Ipoh->Cameron->Genting->KL->Kuching->Sibu->Sarikei->Semangui->back to Sibu...
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For their "lOvely" trip to Sarawak, we had stayed at Kuching-4days at Ivy's place, Sibu-3days at my place, and Sarikei-2days at Alan's place...
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d trip was nIce, but It seemed quite lOng... Wasting my tIme, my energy, n my $$$ !! Putting On my weights, destroying my health, n shortening my life... ><
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Dinner wth Ivy's Parents @t 101,kch...
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@t River Side...
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Sing K...
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d lOng Ice-cream, "I'm lOvIng It".. *V*
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~Kuching Festival Fair 2009~
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Steambot BBQ @t SHuang Xing...
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tO Sarikei... ...
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Jungle Trekking @t Semangui...
Stupid!! hOt wheather mau Jungle trekking pulak! Siao!~
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their "last" dinner @t Sibu...
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Finally... d trip Ended!!
Finally... they went back...
Finally... the nOisy sounds gone...
Finally... I can Rest...
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But, it's stil nOt d End...
It's d tIme for me tO start doin those stupid stuffs!!
Wa~~ T___T
I'll be busy this sembreak, since I'm goin back to college nxt week...
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Why time flies so FAST?!
dunhv time to relax...
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**Sigh***
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